It was only a single cracker.
But for a mama filled with longing and doubt, that single Ritz was a reminder of God's faithfulness.
It was 5 months ago that we sat down together with journal in hand, and penned some "Autumn 2013 goals" for our family. Areas of growth, dreams for the future, character traits to hone. And for her, for our daughter plagued for years with a feeding disability, it was a simple goal: chew and swallow a single cracker by the end of the year.
We even laughed as we wrote it. We can dream, can't we? we said to one another. But even in laughter, our hearts ached with the hopelessness that it would ever change.
And so on December 31st, just hours before midnight, when she swallowed down the last remnants of a cracker, I wept.
I wept because God sees the desires of my heart.
I wept because God is concerned about the small details of my life.
I wept because God keeps His promises to reverse the curse and fix the brokenness around me.
I wept because God is faithful when I am full of doubts.
I wept because heaven is coming and all promises will be forever fulfilled.
It was more than a cracker. It was an ebenezer.
As you consider the coming year, resolve to believe daily in the goodness and faithfulness of God. Resolve to live life with eyes open to see His promises fulfilled.
Resolve to fix your eyes on Heaven, where He will once and for all make everything new.